feel so useless ...
feel so stupid ...
feel so bodoh ...
feel so sad ...
feel like crying ...
i feel ....
hate myself very much now .
for this useless of me ..
didn't know this smiling mask can stil put on how long ..
pretending to be happy ..
pretending to be the "me" who always cheerful in front of the others.
due to my mistake .. i feel so guilty ..
due to my attitude .. i feel so sorry ..
Please forgive me .
at the time like this i update this blog sure is something wrong..
but pls dun ask wat had happen .